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ok so I haven't seen kev all weekend and now i'm finally back and he leaves me for six flags! Ok so I don't mind the six flags bit but i'm going to miss him like hell. I'm not use to being away from him and I don't find it fair one little bit gonk I miss him so much though I suppose if it were up to me i'd never leave him. I wrote him a PM last night and got a PM back today though I wish I would have been on when he was (I should have stayed awake but was way too tired). I'll paste a copy of the PM I sent Kevers so I can remember I guess?
I fell asleep and didn't get to see you crying I was helping my aunt move and hit the corner of my eye really hard on this old wooden tv frame. (I hadn't even picked the tv up yet) what kind of drugs I was on.. I have no idea lol. I miss you so much kevin : but my entire head feels like it's the size of a watermelon i'm going to go insane not seeing you until tuesday and if I don't see you the next day uggh who knows what'll happen *_* maybe i'll go around slapping random people lol. I've never been away from yout his long and I don't plan on doing it again anytime soon : I don't want you to ever leave me for more than two days gonk I'm so sorry for not staying awake sweatdrop I was in so much pain though (my head still hurts really bad) It's a little swollen and I have a nice little cut on the corner ---(o) the --- being the cut and then (o) being the eye (ok so i'm a very odd person).
I guess I can tell you what I did this weekend (not that it was much). Friday night I played DDR with Crystal. I fell asleep on the couch while reading Goblet of fire (a Harry Potter book of Crystal's). Terry came home around 11:00 and got high *_* I dislike the idea even : He was funny as hell though making odd sounds and talking about the oddest subjects. He was really loud though and my dad kept rolling around in bed (Terry obviously woke him up) and of course my dad had to work the next day too so that wasn't too cool. Terry was all like "I wonder how loud I have to scream before your dad tells me to shut the ******** up and kick my a**." I laughed at the thought (that might actually be amusing to see). Terry left at around 1:00 to go to a bar (he was already high like he needed alcohol).
My dad left at like 5:30 Saturday morning fow work, so we kind of just decided to go in and watch Fushigi Yugi (which crystal hadn't saw yet). I fell asleep watching it and didn't wake up until 2:00 PM. I couldn't really sleep unless we were doing something because I kept thinking about you. I just didn't feel right without talking to you gonk Crystal had to put up with my yelling about it all the time hehe. You weren't on when I got home though. Then it was seven something and you weren't on so I ended up falling asleep with my head killing me. I woke up around 1:00 am (yes way too late I know) and i'm sorry kevers I miss you so much >_<. I know you'll have fun at six flags though it should be well worth the trip if yours is anything like ours.
Today I woke up at 3:00 am (today being Sunday) and then we ended up going to Wal*mart and I got 4 new shirts. One being Napoleon Dynamite ^_^ It has 5 pics of Napoleon doing his little dance for the vote for pedro thing and then it says vote for Pedro on his shirt <_< so you can read it on mine on his shirt XD I just thought it was sort of funny and it was only like 10.00 so yeah had to get one <_< I was going to get kaylee one but they didn't have any smalls left sad Those bastards. I got a baggy shirt though so i'm happy about that. We then went to these camp grounds where my uncle lives (he has a place there because he's the care taker) and he had this giant turtle I got to see. He had to weigh atleast 30 lbs he was so big! My uncle plans on eating him though and that makes me sad. I named the turtle Peter (perhaps because I just have too much free time.. or perhaps because I thought my uncle wouldn't kill it if it had a name). My uncle's ex wife came to the camp grounds though (and I haven't seen her in like 8 years). She's the nicest person though but umm I didn't know who she was at first I had a guess but couldn't be 100% sure. She drove up in a new PT cruiser hehe. I want a ride *coughs* but umm anyway she got out of the car and I was like "damn" because it didn't look at all like the person I use to know. She lost well over a 100 lbs (she's still a bit chunky)she looks a lot better now though smile . I gave her a hug before I left and told her that she looks very well and umm told her I missed her and such. She really is a very nice woman!
After leaving the camp ground I came home to find a whole s**t load of furniture in my yard and my uncle Mark (mandy's dad) unloading random things (such as a really ugly couch) and I asked him wtf was going on. He replied with "oh Beth trust me you don't want to know (he did turn out to be right). I went in the house to find my aunt Debbie sitting on the couch talking to my grandma. I looked at them both and asked a very stupid question "what's all the s**t outside for?" Debbie replied with "I'm moving in". My uncle Mark came in and I told him he had been right. He nodded and then shook his head. My uncle bought an old tv off her (one of the ones that have a built in wooden frame around it and is really heavy). He was trying to pick it up by himself and put it on this little green cart so I decided to go out on the porch and try to help. I ended up smacking my head on the corner of the tv and cutting near the corner of my eye. It was a bit swollen but I picked up the tv and put it on the cart then complained (i'm not exactly a huge cry baby but it hurt like hell!) I think I might have some sort of crack maybe? My head is still killing me sleeping a few hours after it happened probably wasn't the best idea I might not have woke up lol.
Getting the air conditioner was a mess because the guy didn't want to give it to her and my uncle didn't want to go in the damn Mexicans house so umm it was all quite confusing. Some old guy helped my uncle put the couch in the truck and then my aunt said it was time to go get the air conditioner and my uncle didn't want to go in the damn house and told me to go up and get it (like I could carry it even with Debbie's help straight down really steep steps) ok so her boyfriend comes up and they start argueing about the air conditioner (which is really my grandma's). My aunt ends up telling him that she'll call my grandma and see if she wants to sell it (I find this air conditioner to be really old and crappy but they don't). So my aunt calls my grandma and my grandma says she wants $100.00 or the air conditioner comes home. So I end up going outside again and my aunt and nacho are still talking and I start talking to my uncle Mark. Debbie throws blankets out and tells us to put them in the truck and neither my uncle or I would touch them. I yelled up at her "sorry but I wish to stay STD free" hehe i'm a bit picky sometimes I guess but oh well I don't really care if i'm mean to her I guess? Soon after the mexicans left and my uncle and I ended up going up stairs to get the air conditioner. We had to carry it down those damn steps and they were open so I was afraid i'd fall off the side (no rail) uggh I have to admit I was afraid of falling off the side and falling down the stairs (I couldn't see where the steps were while going down) Water spilled all over the carpet and my tank top got caught on the air conditioner yep everyone felt free to stare at my chest lol. I got it off though so I guess it was fine except the part where my shirt showed a lot going down the steps and yep chest exposure remind me not to wear a tank top that shows a lot when i'm moving stuff :.
Eventually I got hom safely and my aunt decides that she'll take me, Virginia, Mandy and herself swimming so we left for Casky's. I actually didn't have such a bad time there I guess though i'm sick of mexicans sweatdrop not that i'm racist but.. they just aren't that healthy to be around. Mandy likes a 18 year old named Ben and I do believe she cheated on her online bf Andrew with him (i'll yell at her about it tomorrow). I find that wrong though I guess her doing things with an 18-19 isn't exactly healthy sweatdrop I mean you're 16 and sometimes I wonder if I should even do that (I love you though so who cares?). She doesn't even know this guy that well though and he's a huge perv.. I kind of worry about it -_-;; her friend Virginia is going out with the guys friend (Virginia is 13 and going out with a 21 year old) that kind of.. just no razz All of the mexicans are horny freaks and then being around two 13 year old girls isn't healthy at all. I guess my staying away from these people is a very good thing but i'm worried about what's going to happen to Mandy xp
After coming back home from swimming I had taco bell (woo) killer on the tummy gonk you'd think i'd learn but nope. I got on to see if you were around and you weren't so I guess soon after I drifted off to sleep -_-;; I'm so sorry for doing that and if I could rewind things I would and I wouldn't sleep crying I miss you so much though Kev. I've been going insane without you and things just aren't the same when I don't get to see you. uggh I love you so much and I missssssss you!!! You'll have fun though tomorrow and I guess i'll see you Tuesday. I really hope I will because if not I might need some sort of kevin pill for this withdrawl. *kisses Kevin and clings to him.* I wonder if you'll ever even get this.. I hope so ^_^ I love you Kevin Nighty night *hugs and kisses her Kevers* I hope you're having very sweet dreams my love and I guess i'll try to join you. Night

Love Beth

P.S when you get this if you have time write back I enjoy getting PMs from you on here heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart

He'll be home tomorrow sometime but i'm willing to bet he'll be very sleepy. I hope he has a lot of fun he's never been to six flags or any other large theme park that I know of anyway. I like going to cedar point because of all of the coasters hehe. I probably shouldn't ramble on forever like this but it's kind of fun who knows maybe someone will actually read it though I highly doubt it hehe. Well I guess i'll be off so I can find something else to do. I should probably get some cleaning done.