That's how I feel today, and I know, nobody want's read complaints on how my life sucks so badly, but I'm not complaining. I'm just writing my true and honest feelings. Isn't that what journals are for? Hold on I'll be right back, Zenny's trying to say something...
There she went and made me loose my thoughts again *sighs* One thing you should know about life is that thoughts and feelings are like fish. If you really like them you have to struggle really hard to keep them in your grasp, one false slip, and they could be gone forever. But you can also use this to your advantage, If you don't like them you can just let go of them, but unfortunatly somethimes it's harder that way, because these fish are different, they know that they aren't plum and pretty, and they WANT to be caught, so they will struggle to hold on to you, just as you struggle to hold on to the good fish. Personally, I think that's one of the hardest levels in the real game of life.
*sighs again* But I don't think that's the level I'm stuck on today... I'm so tired no confuzed no.. see that's the problem, today I don't know how I'm feeling or what I am! I just want to cry no.. kill everyone no.. sleep no.. I don't know...
Something just feels wrong.
Nobody is on, I feel lonely, but yet I feel crowded like there's too many people surrounding me, and they all want something from me, but I don't have anything to give them, but... ya... I have no clue, my fish got away again.
RANDOM CONVERSATION!!!
Me in my mind: HERE FISHY FISHY FISH FISH!!! WERE ARE YOU???? NO NOT YOU FISHY THE OTHER FISHY. FISHY???
<><: Blub Blub Blub Blub
Me: Fishy!!! Don't leave me!!!
<><: Blub?
Me: Your right... I do have issues...
<><: Blub!
Me: HEY! YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO AGREE WITH ME!!
<><: Blub? Blub Bluby Blub
Me: What? ok... fishy says hi <>< ...
