I don't feel any better than before, probably because it hasn't been that long, but at least I told taye something I've been wanting to tell her for a while.
ugh..I feel so horrible inside..I know why, but I don't know why I feel so bad about it....
I aced all my 4 tests today, so I'm doing well in a human way, but I'm becoming even more detached than before. what is there to be attached to? especially when someone seems to be ignoring you.. crying anyway, yeah I've been pretending I've told people things and I pretend people are with me when there not so I can be happy, but then since I need these things to survive, I don't know what really happened or not sometimes, most especially with telling people stuff.
*sigh* at least its a weekend..ewww have to visit stupid goody-goody relatives on sunday.. stare
Maybe the weekend will sort my brain out a bit..I don't know......... I don't know anything anymore.....
 Elemental guardian Zaria · Fri Mar 21, 2008 @ 01:45am · 0 Comments |
