Okay before you worry about me worrying over a bad dream, the worrying and bad dream have nothing to do with each other at all. I'll started with my bad dream first.
In my dream at was with my little sister and Ryan at an ice cream shop. I looked very upset and just started talking "I'm going out with someone named Nick...he's not the same one as before.... I miss Zak." I was sort of rocking back and fourth on the bar stool and then Ryan started yelling at me about missing Zak and saying things that Zak has done wrong. So then I went and found my boyfriend in the shop, broke up with him, and walked outside to find Zak and some other chick (I couldn't see who it was) holding hands and walking somewhere with his family.
Now to the worrying part. Nikki, in her journal, has been saying some very depressing things. I have to admit it is scaring me. She sounds like she's having thoughts of suicide and I don't want her to be. So if you're reading this and ever have thoughts of suicide, just come talk to me. I want to help. (This doesn't just apply to Nikki by the way.)
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