"I'm not flustered." I said, turning my head for a moment of defance. A silence had fallen-- to me, I'm not sure what was in his mind. "I'm... sorry..." I huffed, shaking my head, "I'll be going now" I announced quietly, and turned from him to hide the confusion in my eyes.
I felt something grasp my upper arm, I spun around for some reason, I didn't bother to hide my real expression. "D....don't..." I said on reflex.
The piercing blue eyes penetrated me easily, I couldn't bring myself to speak anymore.
"Come with me, I'll help you find where you need to go." he said without any doubt.
I swallowed, why should I trust someone who-- not only watched me sleep but claims to have known what my dream was, watched my dream.
I couldn't defy him, it was as if he controlled my will. I nodded in agreement to follow him wherever he wished, that's basically what happened.
A warm smile graced his features, the brown hair that framed his face fit perfectly with his expression. he loosened his grip on my arm and held out his own.
I hesitated to take it, but I then slipped my hand through, taking his arm. He lead us out of the dim park, the sun was coming up and few people were on the streets.
I wasn't familiar with anything at all.... at least someone was helping me... though, this could be a trap to kidknap me....
No...
This guy was kind of cute, and besides the weird things he said earlier, he didn't seem to have phsycotic qualities that may urge him to turn around and kill me later.
... But only the nicest people turn out to be the most dangerous sometimes....
No...!
Negativity, this is negative thinking...
Though, people do like to kidknap teenage girls, thirteen year old girls like me.
"Are you feeling alright?" he said suddenly.
I flinched at the sound of his voice, "Uh... yes?" I was unsure of how I should have responded, why wouldn't I be feeling alright?
I drew a quick breath when something occured to me...
Maybe he did something while I was asleep...! it all adds up! I awoke on his lap and he was really friendly to try and keep me from figuring that he... he--
My eyes shot to the side, my head tilted only slightly, trying to catch sight of his face... His eyes carried no regret, he walked alongside and guided me as if all was normal.... he could be some creeper!
Grahh... I've said that already... maybe I should stop being so susicious of people.
Or am I just not suspicious enough?
No!
What am I supposed to think?!
I glanced up at him once again, his face was innocent....
The boy noticed me staring and looked down at me with a smirk, "something bothering you?" he asked, "you are okay, are you not?"
He quirked an eyebrow at the immediate drop of my eyes to the pavement.
"I'm fine...." I said, a little indecisive at the moment.
Were people around? would someone be there to witness anything if something happened? I glanced around briefly with nervousness, I was incredibly stiff, I would be shaking if my arms were to move independantly.
"You're shaken." he observed.
Crap.
My arms were twitching more than I thought, my legs were also on the verge of giving in.
...
Yeah, I'm going to collapse, this guy was incredibly cute but may be a threat.
I have no idea where I am.
My mom could drive by at any moment, screaming at me for taking to strangers, and for not being at home.... she'll be really interrogative of this guy for sure...
I took a deep breath, and about a split second from when I did so, I felt suddenly weightless, I was being taken upward and adjusted.
With a chuckle, the boy had swooped me up into his arms bridal style.
I was going to faint, this was rediculously unreal.
I've NEVER been carried by a guy before-- well... dad did once or twice maybe...
Right?
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