Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Well no one was on today but that's okay. I'm kind of pissed right now. I mean my family fights so much, I just know tomorrow I'm going to get bitched at, my computer is gay, and my friend has the WORST excuses for not talking on the phone.

Naruto: So I'm assuming it was a bad day.
Me: -sigh- Yeah. I haven't been feeling good lately.
Kiba: -feeling my forehead- You're sick?
Me: No. -gently removes Kiba's hand- I've been feeling rather depressed.
Shikamaru: So it hasn't gotten better?
Me: No it hasn't.
Narutuo: I wish it would. I hate seeing you upset.
Me: I hate being upset.
Shikamaru: It happens to you a lot.
Kiba: I hope it doesn't stay too long this time.
Me: I have a feeling it will.
Kiba: Why is that?
Me: I don't know but I'm usually right about these things.
Shikamaru: It will never go away if you allow it to stay there.
Me: I know but it's not as easy as you'd think to get rid of.
Naruto: Well we're here for you if no one else is.
Me: And that's why I love you guys.

(10:30pm) EDIT: The edit is below.

Shikamaru: -stares at the comment- Well at least she reads your journal.
Naruto: That honestly sufices for nothing.
Me: True...because I am pissed about it.
Shikamaru: Explain.
Me: Well I never talk to her on the phone anymore as it is and honestly she made a horrible excuse. If she didn't want to talk to me she should just say so.
Kiba: But wouldn't that make her a bad friend?
Me: Well it'd be better than hiding it behind stupid excuses!
Narutuo: Agreed.
Me: It makes me feel like she's piting me or just doing what I did to shelby last year!
Neji: Maybe it's Karma.
Me: -sigh- Maybe you're right.
Neji: Well you were Shleby's best friend and you did that to her and now your best friend is doing it to you.
Naruto: You must feel horrible Ashley.
Me: stare I don't give a damn anymore. If she wants to find new people to hang out with and give me lame excuses then I just won't call anymore or hang out.
Shikamaru: You do know what that will do.
Me: Yeah and I don't care. If my friends get pissed at me for it so what.
Naruto: You'd lose them.
Me: Then they aren't real friends now are they?
Naruto: You'd rather be lonely?
Me: Yes....I could live with it. I mean my depression is probably what will kill me anyways so why care?
Neji: Because maybe your fate is to care...
Me: Well whatever it may be it will come.
Shikamaru: You don't believe that.
Me: Maybe I don't. I don't care anymore. We're all going to die in the end.
Naruto: So our fate is to die?
Me: Well if it happens to everyone then yes it is.
Neji: Not quite...
Me: I DON'T CARE!!!
Kiba: Neji....leave you're not helping matters.