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i just need to vent some stuff o i'm not sad, don't bother reading...



******** s**t, god damnit i hate myself, i go to the talent show with my friends alll happy and carefree, at the end i want to wish my friend congrats since he palced 3rd, and i look over and see my past crush, not the one right now but the one before him, and he's with a blonde girl who i know he likes becasue that's why i forced myself to not like him becasue i heard him talk about her all the time and he was saying how he totally had her and that he's in love with her, and when i saw them it didn't really bug me at first, but later i started thinking and it just really kinda hurts, and it sux cuz it wasn't long ago that i had a crush... so yeah i'm all sad and depressed and i just want a hug really and someone to talk to, but no one's online so i guess i'll just do something to take my mind off it if i can....so yeah....byes.....