There she goes up to her room.
She shuts the door behind her and locks it,
She lies silently on her bed and cries.
She grabs her teddy bear becuase thats all she has,
She looks up at the celing and wonders..
'Why do i think of him so much when he doesnt think of me'
She looks out her window and wishes on a shooting star to save her.
she hopes that one day they'll be together and forever.
Everytime she passes you she wants to cry.
she gets choked up inside but she manages a smile,
but that smile is fake and under that smile her heart is broken into 40 peices,
Youve broke her so many times and you didnt even know it..
but if u did would u care?
And once she passes you she lifts up her sleeve and see's all the scars upon her arm.
She only does it to see how many times youve had broken her..
She goes back home and cries and cries because she saw you..
She takes a razor and she has yet another cut,
In the morning her pillow is black because of her running mascara..
Shes home alone once again because her parents dont seem to care..
she cry and cry and she wonders why she isnt good enough for him.
She meets him at the park and she tells him how she feels,
He nods and listens and he gets ready to leave.
She looks at him and says 'soo?'
He shugs and walks away..
His friends told her that she wasnt good enough for him..
She runs home crying and she runs to her room and slams the door closed and blast the radion so no one can hear her screaming..
She takes her razor and cuts..
and cuts..
She writes on her mirror with blood
'Am I good enough now?'
'Do I meet your standards?'
'Am I pretty enough now?'
The boy she loved came over to tell her why he didnt feel the same way..It was a small simple reason that could change..
He knocks on the main door but no answer so he walks in.
He goes to her room and hears no movement.
He walks in and see's her dead on the floor and he looks at her mirror.
He starts to cry and he picks up a letter..
'Ive loved you but all you did was kill my heart..So now my heart suffers and it will no longer be beating..Its not your fault..you didnt know you were slowly killing me..Till the day I died i'd love you and that would be today..in a little while..But I still love you and always will.'
He runs out of the house with the letter and that was the story of a girl with a crushed heart..
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