What does it really mean to live again?
Well, to live again you must die first.
I died sometime in my childhood
When I lost my best friends,
One by one?
Maybe after the verbal abuse
Or the cigarrettes?
A kick to the stomach
For each would suffice.
Eventually I died and wanted to disappear.
Life did flicker from time to time-
The moments a congestion halted
My constant flow of blood,
The moments after swallowing
All of those pills;
The moments I realized
I can merely drive off a ridge.
It is a given right
To simulate a rebirth,
but it is fickle.
It was natural for my life.
To return.
It felt natural to love her.
Love gave me my life back.
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