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(I didn't write this poem but is was awesome so I put it in here.)
The night darkness descended (A epic poem)

You mentally dissect through me with your scalpel so sharp
Ripping and tearing through every broken valve in my heart
No anesthesia, as you want me to be tortured with this pain
Stealing what is robbed from me as you drink more from my veins
Such a darken beautiful vampire, you suck more life from me
Teasing, playing, you watch me struggle helpless, and hopelessly
Speak to me with your mind, OH! you want me to give in to your control
I relentlessly struggle as I slip through this grasp on my soul

His eyes are as black as night, his skin paler than an ivory moon
As the blood falls from his lips in crimson shades of darken maroon
Black raven hair hangs loosely down the spine of his back,
His nails are like claws that keep his fingers in tact
I can see him in human form however their is a beast that is attached
Lurking deep inside of him, he is just waiting to attack

I blankly stare at him wondering when he will make this end
I hear his raspy voice, ‘when the darkness begins to descend’
I feel his force, as he gains more control over me
I can hear his voice playfully taunting me
Images, memories I can see his past is haunting
Deep within me I start to feel this urge, this wanting
Needing him to drink more, until he tastes all of me
With every fiber in my being I want him so desperately
Whether he takes my life, or makes me his fiendish vampire slave
Will he promise that he’ll kill me, lay me gently down into a grave
Let me feel his last embrace, and bask in these moments so pure and true
Tell me that this won't end and that this night will never be through

Tears roll down my cheek as he tastes my unforeseen pain
There is emotion in his eyes, as he resists this urge to explain
I can't tell if I am just thirsty, or if this ultimate hunger is unreal
His teeth feel like a sharpen blade made of solid enamel and steel
The cool night calmly breezes in, I can see the curtains blow
The time is coming near for when this blood thirsty vampire must go
Weak now, I am so faint I feel the weight of his body on top me
He tells me to release this fear my dear, and embrace immortal ecstasy
With passionate fury he kisses me so hard with his lips he holds
The very last piece I control, moves toward every part of my soul
Swallowing now, he took me inside him
Oh god now I can feel the darkness descend
He sees my past and wipes the sadness from his mouth
He says hush now little one, just let go of all your fears and doubts
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Tell me you will love me and we shall live in forbidden eternity
To walk the world with the living dead, with our passions serenity
Damm your soul with mine and we shall forsake all others
Just forget the life you had and I will give you another
Just say yes and you will shed this human flesh
Here drink from me now, as the blood spills down his neck

With hardly any words spoken, I feel as if I have known him for forever
I struggle with the thought from all human contact I will have to sever
But now knowing what I know and feeling all of this
I cannot imagine my life without feeling passion’s kiss
Soul-bound, life tortured, I have suffered so much
He has erased all of my pain with just one caress of his touch
Reborn now, I just have one final step
I have come to grips with my life, as for once I feel no regret
To drink from his neck and take the plunge into death
Losing touch with reality, exhaling one last breath
Body convulsing, veins flexed out as my blood rages
Burning all over my naked body as the fire blazes
Stinging, tingling, I can feel each organ begin to shut down
I am losing my hearing as I cannot hear any sounds
Just my heart beating, slower and slower
My eyelids are beginning to close down, lower and lower
He holds me in his arms, gently caressing my face
My heart suddenly stops, my body goes cold limp in his embrace

My eyes awake as I lay astray on a black velvety bed
Dressed in a black satin gown I can hear a calling inside my head
There are candles burning from this room and throughout the halls
There are tapestries and oil paintings hanging from the walls
I see a goblet of wine waiting for me on a oak carved armoire
There are antiques from every century and are so richly hand carved
I am in a some sort of castle and do not know where I am
I cannot seem to decide if I dammed or if I am dead
I look outside the window and can see pubs and dimly lit streets
I see this large golden tower clock, touching the clouds where the moonlight meets
It appears that I am in a foreign land, I believe it is London or maybe it is Rome
I think that he took me here, I am standing soul naked in his home
Reality hits me as my fingers search desperately, I begin to check
I feel two large holes freshly wounded on the side of my neck
As the fear haunts my memories while tranquility sets in
When I think about the night, I felt the darkness descend

I feel an exquisite hunger twisting and churning deep inside
I am painfully thirsty so I reach out for the burgandy red wine
I gulp it down in one quick sip, then I feel the hunger subside
I feel sort of high in a sexual bliss, yet I feel youthfully alive
All I can think about is him, and how he enchants me with his eyes
I am intrigued by his beauty and from where the darkness is derived

Across the room I see this fireplace, it is the size of a wall
It has a lion on each side guarding the pillars as they stand tall
He comes up behind me, puts his cold, yet warm hand around my throat
He tilts my head back and then surrounds me with his coat
He picks me up into the air and our bodies begin to float
This man has my heart, my passion, my soul I am willing to devote
Passionately kissing me I feel his wanting deep inside
As I feel his hands caressing me up and down my inner thighs

Slowly dancing yet spinning, he is so delightfully sinning as he sends me in a whirlwind of surreal bliss
Deeply engaged, my senses are enraged, as he overwhelms me with a passion filled kiss
I am trapped in-between realms of mortal fate and eternal destiny
Time traveling through spectrums, dreamlike memories flutter through me
My past is melting into his body as we slowly join as one
Consumed into rapture our souls burn hotter than the sun

Heat and power is generating a uncontrollable electricity
Tongues swirling ravenously our lips are forced together with intensity
I hear his thoughts and it increases the passion within me
I want to tear right through him until he sets my soul free
Naked bodies clenched tight, lips kissing in sweet surrender
Needing, enjoying, every second of this erotic splendor
Hands locked together my eyes are closed as he softly speaks to me
Katiya I have searched for you for a thousand centuries
For all of time, I have painfully ached for you so
I promise you, we will always be together, I will never let you go
Let us join together to reach a sweet perfect serenity
You are my vampirian queen and I will worship you for all eternity
You are worth more to me than all the world' s treasure
The amount of love I feel, from now throughout time could never be measured
He comes into me like fire to ashes as I cry out in desperate pleasure
The intensity increases hot and steamy, as eroticism is blazing
Tingling, burning, every inch of me is yearning for more
Trent my love, every single piece of you I truly adore
Before you, I was dead already, soul broken I was just a lonely girl
Too hurt and mistreated I was a walking ghost in this world
You saved me Trent, and for giving up thee my mortality I will never regret
It is my honor and for that I will never forget

We floated up higher as I was overwhelmed with everything I was feeling
I exhaled out hard as I felt my back hit the ceiling
So confident and sexual an yet he was so cavalier
I bit down on my lip hard as I grasped a hold of the chandelier
Fiercely he came into me, again and again
As if he could not get enough and yet he didn't want it to end
Together in unison we were in orgasmic and breathless
Tantalizing with intensity we were passionate and sensuous
And just when I was about to reach my highest peak
I was suddenly awoken from this deep trance like sleep
Wanting, craving, needing, breathless, I need more and more
Saddened and broken to my very inner core
It was just a dream and I was all alone
Even though my body was moist and hot, my bed was cold
My love, my Trent, why it just had to be real
I put my fingers to my neck to see what I could feel
I don't understand I thought it was supposed to never end....
What happened to the night I felt the darkness descend? ? ?
Morning now, the sun has arose, I will walk this path alone for me he has chose


Villie Beebs