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I shouldn't make an entry this early in the day. It's 11:17am. But I'm here now. I didn't sleep well last night, but that wasn't unexpected. I'd love to be one of those people who can go out then conk out straight away but I'm awake on one huge high for hours afters. I gave up on sleep at about 6am. Sux.

But last night was a good laugh, it more than makes up for the puffy eyes of today. At least I don't get hang overs. I have a scratch on my leg that's about 30cm long, and I'm unclear how it got there, I have to wait for a more decent hour until I can find out. I'm not feeling very patient though. It stings a little of the barbed wire indecent and the longer I wait the more paranoid I'm getting. I'm sure it's no big deal though *crosses fingers*.


Later on
I am at home with Sarah, unfortunately I have been drinking. I say unfortunately because Sarah is in the bathroom. The only bathroom. Taking a bath. You move out thinking more freedom, and this is what it leads to.

I am in need of a better signature also, but I don't know what I want. I will know it when I see it, but so far I have been in search for multiple months. I fear I may be too picky (and a little tipsy).

Oh my good god, waiting is torture.

PS, I never did find out what the scratch is from, must have not been a big deal. I've decided that it is a good thing that no one knows because that way (*crosses fingers) nothing high profile could have happened. I'm praying it was just from a stray heal or something. But it is not a big deal. I shall worry no more.

*thinks* I'm making this a public journal, which should be interesting if my Dad ever decides to check it out (*waves hello, just in case*), really hammer that last nail into my coffin for him. With a wine bottle, Highly appropriate. hMMM, am now hoping that he does. It will be almost as brilliant as going back in time for when he tried to have me arrested, for shame. Oooh, how fun. I can hear it now, "THIS IS ALL YOUR BROTHER'S FAULT", it's almost as though I have no mind of my own.

Oh, and also. I had another pregnancy dream last night. I'm actually getting a little worried. Not that any of my dreams have ever come true before. But Still. It's worrying. Imagine if they did come true though. I'd be long since dead- and not having dreams. Bit weird. The mind boggles. I did have my first ever post dream two/three nights ago. Ooooooh, my time is nigh. Or near. Whichever sounds more dramatic/ is right.. Oh gosh, I could go on for hours, rambling to myself. I sense on reading this tomorrow I will be utterly ashamed and will have to delete. I will save it, just for laughs. It's taken me several minutes to type after all. It will be also semi nice to read the evidence. But I will stop now (maybe) ta ta for now. That sounds contrived, or insincere. Or do they mean the same thing? I have no clue.

This is me, Liam, signing off. See you in another life, if not again in this one (in a non suicidal sense), it's just in my head