A lot of people in real life tell me that I'm a completly different person when it comes to my writtings.. these writtings of mine. I would have to say thats its probably not true, I'm still same, inside and out.. just people actually decide to listen.. or ask in here, and not in real life. How often in real life do you have a friend come up to you and ask "Whats are you views on relationships, gay marriage, the war in iraq, and other leading topics Shane?".. It hardly happens to me.. Rob will ask me those questions, but he, and I, always enjoys a good debate/discussion. But most people won't ask me.. my Step Father has talked to me about serious matters as of late, but thats only because of certain recent events that have occured at my household, which I won't get into detail about. All the feelings I express on this journal I share in reality, and will express if the time comes, just that time really hasn't risen to show itself. But enough of that, onto another matter..
I'm actually.. going to talk about myself, and what I did today.. I know.. I know.. it doesn't happen often.. so prepare yourself..
I'm not a big fan of Punk Music.. nor Emo Music, never have been.. and I highly doubt I will be. But I went to the mall earlier and bought myself several items that would be considered "punk." I took them home, and put them on. I felt much like amusing myself but after I had wiggled my skinny a** into a pair of chick pants, and equiped myself with all the other assessories, I looked in the mirror and I was horror stricken to find out that I look rather natural looking like that.. as if I was supposed to turn out that way, but some odd chain of events occured which broke my path to Punk hood. I won't say that I'll go parading around like a punk/emo kid now.. I mean.. if I were to discard my Jeanco jeans, and start looking different then people would call me a poser. But this somehow brings me to another odd truth.. in a way.. my mind has always turned like those punk people.. I might listen to rock, metal, and harder music then they do.. but my dress style.. though a bit more on the geekish and slacker side.. has always remained with the "punk image", somehow. Prehaph this is why I felt and looked so natural? But like I was saying.. I don't want to be called a "Poser" so I prolly won't always look that way.. maybe a bit. You however, won't ever, ever, ever see me wear converse.. they are so friggin ugly! Eck.. enough hatred^.^
Other then that, I've been drawing a lot, and I've become rather impressed at how some of my art has come out.. I still think they look like crap.. and that I suck.. but its a improvement. Prehaph I should post art here? Maybe some time later. It seems that I'm finding much more time for my art though, its a passion of mine and one I'd love to venture further into. I draw a anime-ish style if anyone cares to know.. though I think the style I do leans towards some of the Korean artists style of drawing.. which is the style I prefer, though I'm forming my own kinda style!
As for Gaia news, I've met a few cool people in the past few weeks. Yuri, Ryu, VP, KP, Jev, Soul.. the list goes on.. I've not been much of a poster.. which is why my post count is so incredible low.. for a user thats been on gaia for such a incredible long period of time! But now that I'm finding cool and mature people to talk to, I'm finding Gaia a bit more.. entertaining and interesting. I think thats all to talk about right now.. the read is a bit long.. sorry.
Clef
P.S. Carrie wants everyone to know that she is my friendly arch enamy.. ( She doesn't make a very good arch enamy..)
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