So I have this "friend"...or at least I thought she was...she and I have been best friends for more than half a decade...but now...I'm not so sure.
She's posting things on her myspace about her "GREATEST FRIENDS EVER!!!" and I'm no where in it. It's all about people who she's known for a little less than a year.
I know it's myspace who give a care, but it's not just myspace it's real life too.
For example and asked her if I was still her best friend she simply said, "yes..." in a monotoned voice.
There was no reasuring tone or any backup words like, "you know that." or, "We'll always be best friends..."
So now I'm not sure of it anymore at all...
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Okay this same friend, has yet again replaced me with another friend of hers. I now come in second place against that person. And this has happened several times. I know because she keeps coming back to me. I asked her about this she said, "You know you're not my best friend, you're my sister." To which I didn't respond, so I sat and thought for a while. Now that I've thought about I've realized, If I wanted to hang out with a sister I'd hang out with the ones that I'm related to, the ones that actually f******* care! Sisters are mean to each other sometimes and with reprimand you when you need it but they love you no matter what friend sisters can hate you at any time for no apparent reason, I didn't want a sister, I don't want another, I already have two great sisters that, like I said, actually care.
So, yeah.
Nice lame-a** excuse, sis.
Your move.
She's posting things on her myspace about her "GREATEST FRIENDS EVER!!!" and I'm no where in it. It's all about people who she's known for a little less than a year.
I know it's myspace who give a care, but it's not just myspace it's real life too.
For example and asked her if I was still her best friend she simply said, "yes..." in a monotoned voice.
There was no reasuring tone or any backup words like, "you know that." or, "We'll always be best friends..."
So now I'm not sure of it anymore at all...
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Okay this same friend, has yet again replaced me with another friend of hers. I now come in second place against that person. And this has happened several times. I know because she keeps coming back to me. I asked her about this she said, "You know you're not my best friend, you're my sister." To which I didn't respond, so I sat and thought for a while. Now that I've thought about I've realized, If I wanted to hang out with a sister I'd hang out with the ones that I'm related to, the ones that actually f******* care! Sisters are mean to each other sometimes and with reprimand you when you need it but they love you no matter what friend sisters can hate you at any time for no apparent reason, I didn't want a sister, I don't want another, I already have two great sisters that, like I said, actually care.
So, yeah.
Nice lame-a** excuse, sis.
Your move.
03/10/09
