Can't seem to get it right today,Might as well give it up. LOL I like that song.
Blah! Just bah blah blah blah! I hate when people are so Blah! I hate when they make cliqies or whatever as well.It makes me wanna explode.Too much drama for your mama.No wonder I like it on here LOL
I can ignore the idiotic people from school most of the time.Blah! BLAH BLAH! And I'm a pansy and I won't say nothing cuz I'm like that. I hope they don't confront me though,Then I'll get mad cuz they tell me not to doit to them so I don't. RAWR! I have no words to express myself! Why can't I be Nifer and punch Lockers? Nah,Too scared I'll break my hand like her,Plus Last time I did that I almost cut the vein in my hand or whatever.I really feel like deleting everything and starting new a lot of the time. Going crazy and just doing stupid things to stand out and be myself and ignore all those people who are stupid. Move away and live with myself and my 11 cats.*Sighs* Someone wanna adopt me? I dunno I get these horrible anger fits like right now and I try to talk to my Dad about it and end up feeling worse then when I origibally asked him.
"Don't trust anyone."
He always tells me,"Keep that doubt in mind. Everyone sucks."
It's kinda the truth but why so pessimistic? And Mom yells at me for thinking that way LOL
Blah! Horrible horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. And people keep making it worse. I know he hates me.I know she thinks I'm a lier and ugly but hangs out with me just because she thinks she has too. Yes I KNOW they think I can't be serious therefor they hate my guts and wouldn't quit care.BLLLLLAAAAAHHHHH!! Just blah to everyone and everything!
xp domokun xp
I think I'll go outside and belt out Tebe Poyem. That makes em feel better....even though your not suppost to belt it really.........Choir s awhole new can of worms though if I really wanna do it.
So blah blah blah blah!
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Evreyone I know thinks i'm not the same since my mom died but they talk to me anyways,Then turn around and talk about me behind my back.One time I trusted my stupid drunk dad(He's a drunk)
And that was horrible!
I only have ever had two people my mom who died.
And one of my bestfriends who moved away...
Sometimes I hate life.
(I'm not emo just having a bad day as always)