Graduation that is. I'm really gunna miss it here in Granite Gay...I mean Bay. I'm gunna miss it. I'll be going to Sierra. But AFter that I'm going to SF for Photography. I'll be gone, always broke not able to come back. I don't want to go. I'm gunna miss every one (yes even those of you who are really annoying aka Austin Kimes.) All the memories I've made, I don't think I made enough of them in all honesty. And I feel like I've wasted my time. Didn't do things to the full you know. Stupid Graduation Song! Why did it have to come around now I'm all depressed because I'm being forced to move on when I don't really want to.
It is like a movie with out sound. I wish it was the first time playing not the second. And I can't rely on my memories I can barely remember yesterdays breakfast. I wish I had a camera for all the moments that I wish i had on this computer.
Hopefully when I'm around that I can at least have pleasurable memories.
The other bad thing about this song is that it makes me not just relive the memories of high school but of other events, and let me tell you there are some that I don't want to remember in all honesty. Heart Break (this past summer 2007) that i wish didn't have to end, lost friends, things that could have been and or should have been. But at least I have some positive things going my way. I do have a regret though.
My regret is have regrets. There are somethings I wish I had done differently, some things I wish I had done. I guess I'm not really living up to what my 5th and 6th grade church pastor told me to do.
"Live life with not regrets Julia. Live life with no regrets."
Sorry Mark. I guess I'll just have to start new and have no regrets for the rest of my life.
I'll miss life here in Granite Bay High School. All the "drama" (as if there was any real drama there ha!) the endless hours of pointless homework (ok maybe not that.) The one lunches, rally schedules spent in the quad, and all the jokes that have been pasted down.
May Senioritis be pasted on to the next generations. I don't know what would happen if Granite Bay actually had people who did their own stuff. I don't think it would be Granite Bay.
Well this is my goodbye statement for the year. I guess I said it now because I don't want to say it later.
Dang I hate long goodbyes and here I am making this even longer.
Ok so for real now. Goodbye! Have fun and make it clean fun!
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