This is a random journal entry.
Today I feel reallyd own. I might be from all the stress I have right now or from the creepy movie I watched last night. >.> Sweeney Todd. Grusome I tell ya. But wonderfully amazing. Though if I were to kill someone it would be clean killing. Well...it depends on the person. If it's someone I hate..*looks to the side* I suppose I would torture them a tad.
Ya now for that stress. Art. Art. Homework. Homework. Saying sorry to people. Being deprived from Lenny for two weeks. Being deprived from Meg...wait. I saw her last night. Ya I'm still deprived of her. *sighs*
Let's start with the art. My Gym teaher has assingned me a job of making this clothe with anime characters I have made. There are six pictures due to be on that clothes. I have two done! And I'm already past the dead line!!! *sits and places a hand under my chin* I've started a painting of my own. I guessed to have it done by now but my skin tone pain ran dry. I was ticked when I found that out. So I had to buy some more. Now that I have it I should get working on it.
Homework. I have done none of it during my two weeks off of school. I have a Gym FSE due and Math due when I go back (I think). I hate homework and I keep putting it off. Something is holding me back. I don't knwo what it is but i used to always do my homework. Now not a single thing is getting done! What's wrong with me?
Lenny. My sweet, funny, caring Lenny. I miss him so much Even if I do talk to him when I can on MSN I still want to be held by him. *sighs and whimmpers slightly* Why can't he live closer? Why can't it be school again so I can see him?
Meg. I tell you she is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and whenever I lay my eyes on her I just want to hold her and kiss her. Then again I can't. I love her dearly. Not the way i'm aloud to love her but I still do. Nothing could change the way I feel about her. I may hurt her at times but I never mean it. I try my hardest to keep her happy but every time she is saddened I feel like I'm just some person standing in the shadows watching. But I try notto be. I try my hardest to help her threw her tough times and I try to be there when I can but I feel like...I'm not doing anything. I feel so useless. *cries* Why can't I keep her happy?
Saying sorry to people. Ya I'm not going to bother talking about that one. I'm already crying as it is...well this journal entry is done...
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