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Shoot me... Shoot me now. Seriously, someone go find a silver bullet and shoot me. I've done it to myself again! *lays her forehead down on her desk hard*

For those who don't know me, I'll explain. I have a really bad habit. I get crushes. This may not seem bad, but the guys I get crushes on tend to be oblivious to me, I don't know them very well (want to, but don't), and they are usually hung up on their ex's. Not the best starter for a relationship!

This time, however, I have learned from my mistakes. I'm not saying anything to the guy. I'm keeping my mouth shut. Which means, Makuta (cause I know you're reading this and you already know who it is), you can't say a thing to him! I'm nursing my broken, rejected heart in peace this time!

---Later in the Week---

Apparently, Makuta can't read. Admittedly, I was prepared to tell the guy anyway (actually, beg Makuta to tell him seeing as I have shyness problems), but he told the guy before I even considereed it. Ugh. Then I'm stupid enough to ask what he says, in which I get the nice guy, sorry-I-wish-I-could-make-you-feel-better speech because he is already dating someone.

Again, someone just put me out of my misery. I would appreciate it.