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I've been trying so hard...just to get my dream avatar. but no one has helped me . no one has tried to help me finally get it. it makes me sad cry . that not even my bf is helping. but i cant judge them by that cause then theyll think its mean of me. when i was hacked a few months ago... no one helped me... i had to go on my own. now im asking for help on getting my dream avatar. not once have i ever gotten close to getting it. i just think that the way i look now.... is the only dream avatar that im able to get... i luv my freinds on here...i care for my bf too. i dont want them to think that im a bad person too. ill just stop trying to get help....and start trying on my own again....it will take along time....but maybe ill get there............................................................maybe. emo