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New Year...New Life...New Hope...
I saw a couple kiss at midnight...
Mine comes in a few months...

Yes, we're all familliar with the concept of Resolutions...I have a few of my own.

~I'm going to fully accept the concept of Love. I've known for some time that Love makes the world a sweeter place...yet lately I've been pulled into a downward spiral. No more. I WILL be happy. Two reasons: Jesus loved me enough to die for me...and there's a girl on the other side of the world just waiting for me...which brings me to my next point...

~I'm going to Australia...period. If I have to go by myself, with no one's concent but my own, I'm going. If I have to seel things of my own...I will. I've got plenty of "stuff." I could use to get rid of some anyway.

~I'm going to stop getting worked up over every little thing...Anger and jealousy are no longer as big a part of me.

~Vivien.
Yes, she deserves her very own resolution. I WILL get to her, I WILL hold her, I WILL caress her, I WILL finally show her how much I love her.

The more I think about it, the more I realize, after I pay my tuition this semester...I'm gonna be flat broke. $2200 will be difficult to come up with, not to mention passport, visa, and if I need vaccinations and whatnot...This will be difficult at best...but anything worth having is worth giving my all for...and I'd give up anything just to hold her right now...

Vivi...this is for you. I am for you. I may be a month late...but I WILL be there.
I WILL step off that plane...
I WILL step into your arms...
I WILL fulfill the dreams I've been having while both awake and asleep...
I WILL hold you in my arms...
I WILL keep you warm...
I WILL show you how much I love you...
I WILL...

Some think it strange I can say all this about a girl I've never met in my life...all I can say to that is...I didn't have to meet her...when hearts touch and bond...nothing can break it. People find true love on dating sites...why can't I on Gaia?

I love you, Vivi. My heart is yours...and until the day I get it back with a stamp that says: "return to sender," yours it shall remain.

May all your New Years be filled with Love.
~Luke
The Ace of Hearts