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I put the clod blade to my veins.
Ohh ! It feels so good I wonder why I do not feel the pain ?
Why I'm not scared maybe.... because of all the lies you told me
And telling me you wouldn't care if I was dead.
You told me you love me and then you said why would I love YOU??
Are you stupid you said.
You don't know how it hurt me, you don't know how I felt I felt so dead.
I felt like a knife went through my heart and just ripped it to shreds.