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I had a feeling this would come up… I knew two of my grades were horrible, History and Spanish specifically, but I forgot one little thing my mom told me. That if I get a single D on my report card, I'd get my internet pulled, until the next mark period. I got a D in both those classes, but the only reason it was so in History was because I write my notes in a different style, and he didn't understand it. So, on both notebooks, about ALL WE ******** DID THE LAST 6 WEEKS I only got about half-grade. Not my fault, I completely understand my notes, but just because sometimes I don't know what the hell to label them doesn't mean I don't do the work, which is what my mom things.

Ah, Spanish, the absolute worst language in my mind. I've taken it for 5 years, since beginning of middle school for me, and yet still am not good at it. I tried, once, about two years ago, but now, I've just given up. I do the work like a robot. I don't understand it, I never will, I learned it too late and all of the teachers I don't like. Nothing helps, because I don't get it, I don't like it, I just am too old to learn another language. As much as my mom wants me to be bilingual, all our school has to offer in languages is Spanish and French, while most high schools have that and Japanese, something I'd much rather learn. But, it's also too late to change schools. So, in about a week, I'll be gone, for at the very, very least, 3 weeks, more likely 6. I wish everyone the best, those who know me, call me, and I'll try not to kill myself.