I always wonder why I feel more stupid when the final examinations week is approaching. I am less than three weeks away from those dreadful exams. I could almost feel blood gushing out of my nose when I think of the lessons that I have yet to study.
Although I fear those exams, I still find myself very relaxed. Wait, that’s not the right word. I always find myself very lazy these past few days. I don’t read my notes. I skip some of my classes. I am a bad student. I sometimes think I have not made the most out of the tuition fee I paid before the start of this semester. I am always cramming my assignments and papers. I really have to change my life.
Then, the words from the books of Bob Ong silently creep in my mind. He’s right. I only have to spend a decade or so in school. If I don’t do well, I will have more than five decades in miserable life. I know I really have to study. But I am really lazy. I can’t help it.
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