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something to talk about 2
well...for the past few days i feel like my life is so simple...but yet i think its me who is trying to make it complicating...i just dont know why! i mean, i why do i always have to make life harder when i just want to be good? why do i have to make myself have such a complex life when i just have to keep it safe! maybe i want my life to be extraordinary than the ordinary! everyone is unique in everyway! i think the way i think is very special! my vocabulary is not that good but the way i think is different! for example, when other peoples parent are separated they think its their fault! they want to take drugs or smoke or they just turn nuts! but my parents are separated but i dont THINK AT ALL that its my fault! does that make me weird? NO! i just know that its not my business...its theirs! (no offense to the people whos parents are sepparated) some people think im so optimistic because i always smile and im always happy! but i dont always smile....im not always happy! when i said im emo in my profile, i was just over acting! EVERYBODY is emo...emo is emotional! EVERYBODY has emotions. you, me, everybody. they think emos are like all "gloom and doom" but its not! what if a said to be "emo" wears pink or yellow, does that stop them from being emo? no, right? whoever even started emo must be nuts! haha! he or she must be bored or something! but, i do like those drawings of emo!!! THEY ARE SO CUTE!!! but even, if im "unique" i still fall under the category of "loser". i have friends of course, but i think I am a loser, not them! but i really love them, i really do! Bianca gives me advices that i think that are very useful and very meaningful! and i try me best to use them! Jess is such a great friend! we may fight always bt i can never ask for a better sister! we do everything togethey and those memories i will cherish always. weather it is good or frustrating we are always together! and that is why i love my friends! i also have others but i think they are like the closest...plus my dad! hehe! i miss my mom! she is in the states working her butt off just to bring me and my sis to america! but sometimes i think that plan will never work! i hope shes not having such a hard time cause she told me that getting there to her work will take about an hour of transportation and that got me really worrying! OMG!!! i better stop! if anyone of my family ever reads this I shall kill myself! just kidding! bye!
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