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He whispered cold lies into my ear while I slept, tainting me in my weakest hour. When I close my eyes, I can hear them, icy wind against my eardrum, and I can't help but wonder if they're true...


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Ello!!

Well, my last post was waaay long and I know some of my friends appreciated it a little. Um, I don't know if I have much news to bring to the party table. Let's see...........

I can't take those ballroom dancing classes I've been harassing my mom for because I don't have a partner... A sweet dream crushed. Well, I hope that maybe that won't matter and that I'll find a dream partner during the class (think about it: a tall, lean dancing machine wink ). LOL. Just indulging in a fantasy!! Heeheehee.

In my desperation to get back to school (cuz i'm dying from being inside my house), I went on a shopping craze...though it lasted but 15 minutes, the damage was done. I actually didn't spend much. I got a black, short-sleeved thermal and a black and green shirt with butterflies and a navy and white striped hoodie. As well as a pair of Vans and a cute blouse from Charlotte Rose. I'm getting my school supplies next but I'm actually waiting to get my HAIR CUT first.

Yes, my longish dark hair will be savagely chopped away (well, i'm hoping for something gentler) and I'm thinking about a VERY short style... Maybe like Posh, Beckham's arm candy? Longish in front and shorter in back? Good RAngel and Bad RAngel are fighting over whether or not to dye my hair?
Bad me: RED and GREEN!!
Good me: Nooooooooooooooooo!!!

LOL. That's just me being crazy though. Being away from my peeps is killing me bad but I'll turn out ok, right? Anyways, I can't wait for school. My a** needs to get back into shape because "jogging" hasn't been in my vocab for awhile if you know what I mean. *sigh* Just another one of those image things...

Anywayz, I had the sickest dream ever. I dreamt that there was 2 of me. The other me was living my life and "I" was invisible. No one could see my or feel me. It was kind of scary. Anywayz, "I" was following "me" around. And I saw all my friends in crazy, mizmatched forms!!
THE SKINNY?
Cebatary: legally blonde (literally). All that hot pink is BLINDING.
Kathx3: the asian version of paris hilton. two words: JAIL FOREVER.
Kimerald: just imagine britney spears with a pack of Marlboro Menthol Lights.
myBRUDDA: all emo. Bracelets, makeup and tight jeans. Surprisingly, he looked cute. LOL.
Me: *shudders* let's just say people who wear what i wore in my dream are arrested frequently.
I'm glad it was a dream...

Anyways, my mom and I were watching TFC and Kapamilya and other Filipino channels when we just started naming our favorite actors. I can't remember hers but I do remember mine.

FILIPINO:
1. Chris Guiterrez (<--i like him in "abt ur lyf" wink
2. Piolo Pascual (<--sweet when he cries)
3. Victor Basa (<--too cute 4 words)
4. Sam Milby (<--i respect him for learning tagalog even if he was american-born)
5. Vhong Navarro (<--he's funny. i liked him in "D'Anothers" wink

AMERICAN:
1. Adam Brody (<--cuteness 101)
2. Zac Efron (<--sweet in that boy-next-door way)
3. Sean William Scott (<--uber-smexy in "The Dukes of Hazzards" wink
4. Orlando Bloom (uber yummy)
5. ...there's too many!!

And then there was that call from Josh earlier. We've ok. He called me and the first thing I did was blurt out that I was such a dork for not calling and that I would try to stop and think about things more. He said it was no biggie so I was all "whew!!". He's moving to Cerritos but he's still close enough to make the commute to school. His uncle sold their house and they got a better one in Cerritos. Lucky them. You know, Josh has never really known a hard life. I mean, my life has been loads worse but I grew thinking that it was the normal thing. It's weird that "normal" can mean so many things to different people. I would go into detail about my life but that would be just too sad.

Well, I'll leave you with another plea for INK. Please be kind and send gifts of colorful ink?





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iiKath x 3
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Mon Aug 06, 2007 @ 11:32pm


Just dropping this comment to say that
GMA IS WAYBETTER THAT TFC!!!!!!!

i have to admit, less bad acting and more of that drama and romance that people tend to look for on soap operas.

I recommend you watch pati ba pintig ng puso and
MY FAVE, Impostora.

Very sad one, i always cry, scream at the front of the TV and say, "I'm going to kill the f*****g writer who wrote this, making my fave character suffer".

K, byez.

P.S: I'm happy that you've, well somehow change!
I;ve gone through some pretty tough things through my summer that made me cry for hours but i survived it and let it go.

I'm glad that we're experiencing the same thing. The process of adulthood is pretty tough.


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