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Night For some reason i get all these amazing ideas at night, like something to say to someone, but am too tired to actually write them down. i tell my self i'll remember it in the morning, but i hardly do. Here's something i kinda do: Whenever something makes me laugh or reminds me of good times like on television, i nuzzle my face in my pillow or hands smiling.Whenever i nuzzle something, i am reminded of nuzzling him on the shoulder just to be cute, or to fool around. Whenever i think of him, i want to cry.

Posted by: The_Hopeless_And_Broken Sat Jul 21, 2007 @ 06:11pm

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Commented on: Sun Jul 22, 2007 @ 08:09pm


	Yeah, I feel like crying, too, but I don't.. because I know it's not worth it. Don't mind me. I'm a crazy son of b*h sometimes.. okay, most times, but it's the only way I hide pain. I just sort of laugh it off. I'm really curious all of a sudden. You know that achy breaky feeling that you get in your heart? It really hurts.. but how is it triggered? I know you don't really get "scars, bruises, etc." in your heart, because if you did, you'd be dead, but.. I don't know. Could there be a nerve in your heart that's triggered by trying to fight off an emotion? I'm always trying to accept things and move on, but at times it's harder than it seems. God, it already hurts just by wondering all of this. emo**

Commented on: Sun Jul 22, 2007 @ 10:05pm


	hmm.. Wanna become a doctor with me a figure it out? We could take organs from dead people who said they were willing to donate to see if this is a trigger or something..

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Commented on: Sun Jul 22, 2007 @ 10:14pm


	surprised That's a great idea! .. They know so much about the human body already, though.. you sure they haven't figured it out? I just haven't learned about that yet, so I don't really know.

Commented on: Mon Jul 23, 2007 @ 01:23am


	You gyes are joking right? question

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Commented on: Mon Jul 23, 2007 @ 01:48am


	Um, sort of. Lol. I'm not kidding about being curious about why your heart hurts when you feel bad, though. I really do wonder about that. But no. I'm not going to become a doctor to find that out.

Commented on: Mon Jul 23, 2007 @ 02:52am


	Well actualy you are puting strain on your heart and causing to beat fast. This is a different case than to imagening it and then acuring. But this happens when excited.

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Commented on: Mon Jul 23, 2007 @ 03:25am


	...

Commented on: Mon Jul 23, 2007 @ 03:42am


	Makes sense.. i hate you, Koy, you're so smart!! Ethan.. Hugs

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Commented on: Tue Jul 24, 2007 @ 02:45am


	... You hate me. is that jokingly.

Commented on: Tue Jul 24, 2007 @ 03:12am


	Yes, hun

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Commented on: Tue Jul 24, 2007 @ 10:25pm


	sweatdrop biggrin

Commented on: Fri Aug 03, 2007 @ 01:37am


	hugs Sammy biggrin

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Commented on: Fri Sep 14, 2007 @ 03:59am


	But you do take the fun outta things Koy .. xd

Commented on: Tue Nov 13, 2007 @ 02:11am


	I'm sorry. I live for realism and truth.

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Commented on: Wed Nov 14, 2007 @ 01:46am


	Ah, but you give it to us too early to take the fun out.. Then again, i dont think it would hurt to know the truth, since there's no fun in lies anyway.

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