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Broken-

Broken down, inside and out.
I silently cry to myself.
Then I see his face.
I catch my breath.
And hide away my pain.

He will never see or know,
what is wrong with me.
For I pretend that I am happy.

Broken down, inside and out.
I silently cry to myself.
Then I see his face.
I catch my breath.
And hide away my pain.

I fake a smile when he's around.
And I lie.
Just so he doesn't see.
How much I'm hurting inside.

Broken down, inside and out.
I silently cry to myself.
Then I see his face.
I catch my breath.
And hide away my pain.

I want to tell him how I feel.
But everytime I try.
My voice catches in my throat.
And my mouth goes dry.

Broken down, inside and out.
I silently cry to myself.
Then I see his face.
I catch my breath.
And hide away my pain.

I want to get a grip.
And let go of my hurt and pain.

And just when I think I'm done.
I see his face.

Broken down, inside and out.
I silently cry to myself.
Then I see his face.
I catch my breath.
And hide away my pain.

He smiles at me.
And takes my hand.

I catch my breath.
And try not to cry.

Broken down, inside and out.
I silently cry to myself.
Then I see his face.
I catch my breath.
And hide away my pain.

He gently kisses my lips.
Then he leaves me.

It's not love for him.
For I am just a friend.

Broken down, inside and out.
I silently cry to myself.
Then I see his face.
And I hide away my pain.

I cry to myself.
When he is gone.

The pain I feel.
Is all to real.
I want it to end.
The tourchering of my heart.

But he doesn't know.
Of the flame he sparks.

I want to put it out.
The fire in my heart.

I want to lie down.
And I want to be left alone.
I want to cry my tears in peace.

Broken down, inside and out.
I silently cry to myself.
Then I see his smiling face.
And I hide away my pain.





I hide away my pain.....