Well, before i get into an incoherent rant about what's been on my mind lately, I wanna start off on a good note. I finally saw Live free or Die Hard. That movie kicked so much a** and had so many explosions and gunshots that I think I went deaf for a moment. It was a movie well worth seeing...
Now onto what I've been thinking about. You ever look at the world and think about how it's run? We live in a world where everything and I mean everything is run by statistic and ties. What I mean is, if you fail at a certain subject, that automatically in statistics, makes you dumb. I say this because, think about it today, If you fail any classes, your chances of getting a job have dropped already to about 72 percent. If you don't receive your High school diploma, that's about a 43 percent chance of a job. I bring this up because to me its not really fair, and of course I always say "well life aint fair but we live it anyway." These people today assume that because you didn't do so hot in school, you're gonna ******** up on the job. That aint true, how do they know that once you start working, you're gonna be the best thing that ever happened to that company. They don't add in all the factors of what could happen in school. Take me for example.
Ten years ago, I was a straight A student, I was on the honor roll, I was usually called to help everyone in class, and everyone wanted to be on my team for projects. Then when I was nine my grandmother died. That was an automatic brain bomb that caused me to sink into myself and not even begin to show my true self. My grades plummeted, I became unusually quiet, I started getting thoughts of anger towards people who probably didn't deserve it. The only person I would talk to was my mother. After some months, I slowly started to become social again. I met my best friend Robert who was with me through thick and thin. My grades started to go up and I was happy again.
Then my mom met this guy named Norman....I didn't think it would be trouble until I moved in with him. It was all good, I was in a B-C average, then he started to act like a c**k up his own a**. He started cussin for no damn reason, started talking s**t to me and about my father. My mother was unhappy...but we were screwed...that was the only place we had to live...So we put up with him and his boy, marcus' s**t. Basically, it was another plummet. My grades dropped again, I was a hell of alot more angry and aggressive< but I tried not to show it.> I even was so close, and I don't wanna say it, but I was so close to killing that man....so very close. If I hadn't left that night, I woulda been in prison still..........
The point it, unforeseen circumstances come up which change how things are working. Yet people try to get a simple job to make sure they can pay for their lives, hell even their kids. Now I don't have kids, but I know the feeling of needing money to take of business. I know I ******** up and alot of it was my fault, and alot of it wasn't, but these companies think so little of people that they look at their history and suddenly their existence is nothing but a name and a number...Thats hot bull s**t...
And it's not only past history, race is another issue. Of course someone comes into a business, they have on some shorts, gym shoes and a t-shirt, they're black and they want a job. They are denied...why? Because they are dressed that way and they are a certain color. And it's not just black people, I have watched some s**t happen. I went into a foot locker for an application, they said they didn't have any. An Asian walked in as well, he was told the same thing. I leave out and go around the mall for a while. When I pass the foot locker again, a white guy comes out with an application. Not even four minutes pass. I didn't say anything. Why should I? It'd only fall on deaf ears.
I'm saying this world is nothing but Statistics....Ties...Bullshit...and lies. Maybe if people were given a chance to prove themselves in the workforce they'd be able to show their stuff rather than let it go to waste where it could be utilized the make the company a better place. Maybe if people weren't so a**l about things, gave people a chance, people wouldn't fall on their last hope of killing someone to rob them....just maybe....
I'm tired of talking, I'm sure alot of people who read this are gonna say "he's full of s**t, this guy doesn't know what he's talking about." Well you don't know the s**t I went through, I have been through alot. Of course there are people worst off, hell I could be considered lucky because of some people I know of who went through WAY worse...One of my greatest and truest people lost both his parents, neither around to see him turn 18...but he made it right...We been through some s**t together man, I love all my ******** friends too, I would kill any man or woman who dare try to ******** up my relationship with my friends, They aren't even friends...they're ******** family.....I'm out this b***h....
Virje Blackcross Community Member 
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