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Where you felt like you were on the verge of self destruction?
Like you're beggining to lose all self control, and theres nothing you'll be able to do about it?!
Like you're about to go on a mass murdering rampage and no one's gonna stop you untill it is too late???
Oh no. This always happens. ALWAYS. This ******** family. Like Chinese Water Torture. They're like Chinese Water Torture. That's what they [********] are.
One of the things I hate the most is waking up. Wether I'm having a good dream or bad. Weather I'm livin' the good life, or crying my eyes out in my dreams. Waking up, for me, is WORSE than if I got hit by a car and lost both my legs on site. Worse than if my arm got caught on an amusement park ride and was slowly being twisted, untill it was torn off. WORSE THAN IF I WAS STUCK IN A CAGE FILLED WITH A PACK OF STARVING WOLVES!
It may sound like I'm over exaggerating there a bit, but I really really hate waking up!
And I hate that my ******** family ALWAYS ******** WAKES ME UP!
I'm on vacation. Which means that, since I'm not completely exhausted -at all- it's really hard for me to fall asleep. I spend hours lying in bed, trying to fall asleep, but I ******** can't. And when I finally do, someone has to ALWAYS wake me up shortly after that.
I am very easily irritated when I'm asleep (or half asleep) and someone wakes me up. [I'm not much of a morning person...] Especially when I've actually managed to get some god damned good sleep. When I do get a good nights rest, my ears become very sensitive to noise. So Very Frickin' Sensitive. EVERY-NOISE-HURTS-LIKE-A-b***h SESITIVE!
And today was one of those mornings. When I am most easily irritated. Most sound sensitive. And enjoying some good long feel good sleep, that I only feel a few times a year...if I'm lucky!
When there's a possibility that I will actually feel very good today, all day long.
When my family wakes me up the most ******** times, irritating me like hell!!!
I have a headache now and my ears feel like they're about to ******** bleed.
Days like these that I want to just walk up to them, grab they're ******** faces, smash it against the wall a few times, then smash it into the television screen, and make sure the glass gets into them good. Then I'd just want to grab hammer and brake through their rib cage, and squeeze the blood out of their hearts. The I'd grab a knife and it would slowly twist its way into their stomachs. Then I'd pull out their insides like a little kid with wraping paper and christmas eve/day. Then I'd grab their spine and pull it out.
That's what I feel like doing to them every mother ******** time they do this to me!
I mean, when one of them is asleep, I always try, don't know if I am succesful or not, but atleast I TRY to be very ******** quiet, so I don't disturb their ******** nap.
But nooo. When I'm asleep, who cares, LET'S ALL MAKE TONS OF ******** NOISE UNTILL HER ******** EARS BLEED!!!
They always have to go to the ******** living room (where I currently sleep) and start chatting away with eachother or on the phone (and I have a VERY loud family), or watching T.V. at which seems to be at full blast!
Deaf bastards.
Well you know what???
I don't give a ******** anymore.
From now on, if one of them is asleep, I'm not going to try and be quiet.
They want to sleep? I don't care.
Other than my giant sleep deprivation, you know what the best part about my ******** summer has been this year? The part where we found out that the ******** dumbass owner of this house (we rent) has finally decided that he wants the house back. He doesn't want us living here anymore.
We're being kicked out.
I don't know how were gonna make it...
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 nayasumei · Mon Jul 09, 2007 @ 11:39pm · 2 Comments |
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