I can feel the deep sadness of loss, but I don't understand. What have I lost? A person I've never met. Someone I'd probably not have gotten along with anyway. Another chance to be hurt.
Still, I am sad. I would cry if I felt like I could right now. So, why?
Maybe it's because it is your loss. Maybe you can't stand to feel it all right now; all the life-changing emotions associated with the passing of a friend. You've always come to me with emotions you couldn't express any other way. So Maybe this time it's no different.
But I don't need your loss. I can't take your anger. Your love left a long time ago, and I turn to you no longer. So please.. Stop turning to me.
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