My world is down, i can't be my self anymore, I miss you so much..I need you here, for you are almost my sister. It feels horrible not being able to share your ideas..I miss your hyperness. I miss calling you SSS, i terribly miss you. I know its been so little time since you are gone, but 2 months..I won't be able to survive..Every day this happens by my mind
Me "Mom, i'll use the phone. Can i invite someone to our house?"
Her "To call who?"
Me. "Zum-Chan...Nevermind.."
It feels so horrible not to be able to see you in front of me. To run around, to scream, to talk with you. It feels so dark without you. I don't know... how i will manage to be here without you..You are my best friend..NO you are much more than that. You are almost my sister!!!..Zum-chan..Please..come back to me..
Miss you much
Darky....Your SSS..or Gina..
