Moments like this never last..
Got the money for AX all put away in my proverbial sock-drawer of a bank. 600$ for food, lodging travel and schwag. It's all safe and secure until June. Now we wait. Damnit.
Violating IBM dress code with a blood and ink-soaked shirt under my buisness clothes has some weird, bent appeal. At least the tattoo s done and paid for. I was worried I would never get it. Now I just want it to hurry up and heal so I can sleep on my back again.
Morning training sessions suck. I'm not quite awake enough to pay attention, and just tired enough to almost fall asleep.
Got my "Stick to coffee and alcohol" t-shirt yesterday. With any luck my other shirt will be arriving shortly. Comfy and fitted. It's not so bad being trendy. Everyone who looks like me is my friend.
CKY- "Flesh into gear"
I can't expect you to see
me when i'm not around
and my voice is destroyed
by confinement of sound
i'm a human machine
laced with hidden disease
if the future looks bleak
then you're connected to me
flesh into gear
myself appears dissected and pretentious
a simple sound a heavy sigh
you'll win the whole world over
you'll live in fear of being someone that you didn't want to
i realize your insecurities will get the best of you
a traitor's embrace
how foolish how wrong
contained in one place
anxiety spawns
unopened reowned
what's needed upscaled
digested inhaled
unwilling unwound
flesh into gear
myself appears dissected and pretentious
a simple sound a heavy sigh
you'll win the whole world over
you'll live in fear of being someone that you didn't want to
i realize your insecurities will get the best of you
 Twistex · Tue Apr 19, 2005 @ 04:32pm · 1 Comments |
