Somehow, I want you to hate me... yet when you show signs of hatred, I cling back to you. What's the matter with me? My heart is heavy all the time now, and I don't know if it's you or me. Do you hate me? Do you wish to hate me? I feel like I'm falling from the sky. I feel like I'm dying. My heart is wrenching in my chest. Would I rather be in love and hurt, or would I rather be hurt and feelingless? Sometimes, I miss the joys of being emotionless and numb...
Why must you love me?
Why must love hurt?
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either you deal with it
or you stop loving