KILL ME IF YOU HATE ME SO MUCH!
it's not fair, why is it always me?! i always get hit in the eye in p.e. by some type of ball!my mom even noticed! i had to get my new glasses fixed and i'm trying to stop crying right now and my dad is calling constantlytelling me to calm down and i cant cause it's hurting a lot! i have my first black eye right now! how can i calm down and i need to go to school tomarrow and i gotta take a spring picture tomarrow too! which is not fair that i have to miss it and i have to get a passport renewed! which means i gotta take a picture on monday! it's always me! i'm the most stupitest girl ever! my friend was crying because i couldnt stop crying on the bus a few minutes ago and i dont see how i can type at a time like this!my dad says ihe is going to buy me some ice and an eye patch! i dont have pink eye but i have a black eye and a swollen lip!it isnt fair for me..and i feel like s**t!i bet every differnt god or person to believe in hates me!they hate me so much they just want to punish me psyicailly and mentally! u'm gonna go mental if i keep getting wonked on the head and face! yesterday it was the basketball..right on my head! now it's the stupid vollyball which we used as a soccer ball!but this time it was my face! and i was bruised so badly that my glasses almost broke!i just wanna quit school even though i'm in the 7th grade and i just wanna die in my bed! if they hate me so much then kill me already!
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