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I fear the day school will end. Fear the fact of saftys end. I dont want to be home all day in this house of mine. I cant stand it here. Its to hard I would rather be anywhere. Why does school have to end? Why must there be so many brakes... spring, winter summer and fall... so much time to be here in this house. The house where people scream cry and get beat, the house where people live sleep and eat. I cant take it, I wont fake it, I truly cant take this pain. Depression is seting in just thinking about it. why this house why me here? I seem to be the only one who cant take it.... My siblings just lock themselfs in there rooms and scream cry and hit back all I see to be able to do is cry and not move. frozen in fear, unable to leave my spot.I wish school lasted forever... in school no one gets hurt and no one crys in pain... at least not as horred as the crys that I hear... not as blood boaling horror flows throw the vains.... oh well to bad for me... maybe they will but me back in the crazy house.. even there is better then here.

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