yeah...don't have much to say...i don't feel good...kinda feel down i guess...well in any case...here's a panda in a cup:
yeah...that's how i feel...stuck in the teacup of life with no sugar...
O_O THAT GIANT SPOON'S GONNA SCOOP ME!!! O_o?
---Joanna -_-
ohh, joanna! gosh, i came here 2 make some wise crack about "duck and cover" but u seem so down. im sorry u feel like that. life has been really weird for me lately too- i feel as tho i am @ a distance.. from just everything. idk, i dont really want to get into it, but things have been off-center for me lately.. ne ways, talk to me about what's going on if u want to- i'll be ready 2 listen, even if mrs payne yells @ me for talking to u- lol.
remember.. look for an older person i you suddenly see a light, and if you are the older person, ur screwed.. jump into things too- bushes, walls.. oh, and DIG HOLES. its best that way.
heather feather
aww...my panda's transformed into a red "x"....poopie...just one more thing that's screwed up for me I guess...*sigh* the thing is...i don't really know why I feel the way i do...I know it's something...but I can't figure it out....I don't know why...I'm just so uncertain of most things lately so i guess i should be uncertain about why i feel this way too, huh?
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anyways...remember kids: when you see the flash, DUCK AND COVER!
---Joanna O_O
ironically- that's how i feel right now to.. just uncertain. but, i do know that when i am hanging out with you i forget all my insecurities, and just laugh. it feels amazing, even when i run into walls and you kick/punch me @ the same time- lol.
know ur not alone.. a lot of my friends have been feeling the same way. we can all be confused together- yay!
"yes.. gorge yourselves- you MOOCHES!" ... gotta love 'em.
heather feather
HAHAHA! YES! The Almighty Tallest! XD
anyway..yeah...my panda returned to normal...my server mush have crashed or something...anyways....yeah...
I'm confused, but i'm not lonely...and i DO know that at least...I know that i am not lonely...It could be anything BUT that...I do have several friends that i can count on and I have my Alex so...things aren't so bad...it's just that sometimes I think about things I don't need to worry about...or think about past events...s**t like that, y'know? stupid s**t that ends up taking over sometimes...s**t that's all bottled up inside and likes to come out and torment me sometimes...I don't know why it does and I really don't like that it happens so damn much...I hate it...I think maybe it's called "angst."
---Joanna >_<
Im not going anywere thats for sure... We can talk about it next time we get the time k?
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I know exactly what you mean...trying to find out what's wrong with your life (in my case, my life) and what's wrong with the world...I feel the same...It's terrible when you can't enjoy the things you used to find were good for you...When you don't know where you stand, where your place is in the world, what difference you can make, what impressions you can cast on others...not knowing anything just to know something...to know that you are uncertain of everything. It's the only thing I'm certain of...that I'm uncertain on everything. (except for being lonely...I'm not alone, obviously because you are feeling the same way so I can't be alone if I'm not the only one.)...anyway...I don't know if that makes sense or if it means anything to you but that's all I have to say. Hope things clear up for you soon.
---Joanna o_O