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i hav exactly 8000 gold as im writing this. well i guess u notice things like that when u r falling apart, like i am. u notice everything, and u r hurt more easily than normal by jokes that meant no harm. and u speak in correct grammer( thats only me). songs make more sense and u relate to more poems about death and sadness than u wish to relate to. this is how it starts, but then u notice. ur friends seem to act differently. they fight, yell at u, and get angry more than friends should. and u notice they act different. everything they do u notice, and it bothers u a little but u dont know y. its something inside telling u that something is wrong, but u ignore it and move on as if its a normal day...... when really.... something is wrong. u. ur different. more sensitive to everything. u realize u hav good friends and u want to keep them, but it seems as if their fighting. ur love life is all screwed up, and ur friends keep getting guys one by one. but their just fine. and u? u sit in ur little corner hoping that someone will notice something is wrong cause if u start to speak u will cry. and uve never cried in school before, and this would just ruin u. well.........thats wat im feeling now.....(to be continued) lol