• As the time flies by,
    It gets so much worse.
    It won't stop.
    It goes back to the front of my mind everytime i push it back.
    Thin,
    Pretty,
    Wonderful,
    Perfect,
    NO FOOD!!!
    Did i just... eat...?
    You have to get rid of the enemy!!
    But... i can't do that...
    Yes you can!
    You have to!
    Do you WANT to be thin and pretty?
    Yes...
    Then you must get rid of the devil inside your stomach.
    I will...
    I will be skinny...
    I will be perfect...
    Good. very good.
    Go on, go to the bathroom.
    You know what to do from there.

    And so it continues,
    The never ending torment,
    The never ending cycle of distress.
    Bulimia is not a disease,
    It is a disorder,
    It CAN be treated,
    It is not easy.
    It is like a drug,
    It is addicting,
    It becomes a habbit, even a reflex.
    It's a coping mechanism.
    If you know anyone,
    Or you are a bulimic,
    Like myself,
    I can help you.
    I am getting better myself.
    So please,
    Take this seriously.
    Don't shun,
    Help.