• If we live to love and love to live,then why do we hate...it's simple Life is full of love,and Love is full of hate...it's life.


    When I turn around
    to see your face
    Your eyes I see
    Are full of pain
    When I hope to be
    One you love
    I find in your eyes
    I'm definitly not
    When I wonder
    what you see in me
    I always turn away

    When I start to cry
    It's because of you
    And how you make me feel
    I want to say sorry
    I want to try again
    but when you talk
    There's a sting in the snap
    That's when I wonder
    What you see in me

    My face against the glass
    Tear streaked
    As I think of you

    I want to be something
    That has meaning to you
    I'm tired of your words
    That make my heart a hole
    I'm tired of your words
    That make me feel so dark
    I'm tired of feeling unloved
    Your words I care for the most
    Your words I always look forward to
    Your words I can't stand anymore

    Now I think
    I'll turn away
    And find a different path
    One where your not there
    Where your words disappear
    I'll lay in fields of grass
    With flowers swaying
    with the wind
    I tried to turn away
    But I always came back

    To me your a dancing fire
    My dancing fire
    To me your a most graceful dance
    To you I'm nothing
    To you I'm a hoel in the dirt

    I want to be more
    To be something you want
    Don't turn away
    Look me in the eyes
    See my face
    See my eyes
    My heart it's so black
    Do you wonder why
    Do you want to know
    It's all because of you

    Tear streaked face
    Eyes filled with pain
    heart with no love
    I wonder why I gave it all to you
    ...or atleast tried...

    Now I feel bare
    I'm sorry for being there
    Since you don't care
    I'll just disappear

    I'm not what you wanted
    But do I really care
    I've cried so much
    I'm done with it now
    Deep within I really care
    But I feel tired now

    I think I'll turn away
    With one last glance
    I want to see you
    But you won't see me
    I always disappeared
    To you I was never really there

    I'm sorry I ever cared....

    What you see in my...
    Is not what I see in you
    I can't fight anymore
    I'll never try again
    Don't look at me anymore.





    Yes this was long,but if she reads this and I know she will One more thing
    If I could have turned away I would have done it long ago.If I didn't really care,I wouldn't bother trying,but for you one that despises me,I don't know why I even try.But I guess you never looked in my eyes,to see what was really there,but I know what's in yours,and I'm not there.And I'm sorry I ever cared.When I said sorry,you said I didn't mean it,but I always did,and I had made a promise to try to be better,but when I tried,you always said something to make me sting,and then you'd never listen as I tried to tell you how your words made me feel.I listened to you,but you never listened to me,I'm tired of you and how you treat me.I feel empty and broken,but if it means anything I'll always love you.