• These days have been filled with emptiness........ my emotions have run dry........
    i have been living a live in which........ i feel nothing anymore....... all happiness has been destroyed......... and replaced by despair........ despair from sorrow....... sorrow from pain........ pain from my suffering............ my suffering............ my understanding of what my world has become........ mangled by the agony....... of those i hold dear........ my sadness........ it is no longer there........ it has dewelled inside me so long........ so long i have not said a word to anyone....... it is now a permanent part of me......... fueled by the burdens i bare......... it has over come all else........ and now ........... it has become all that i am........... and all i will ever be......... my days........ consumed by the false emotions.......... my nights......... restless........ i have shed so many tears......... my eyes have run dry......... so many times have i seen the crimson tears shed down my body....... they are just reminders of lost emotions......... my love ........ has been spread so thin........ my heart has been shattered......... it seems that to all i have given my love to....... has forsaken it........ so easily taken..... so easily broken.......... so where does that leave me............ ?