• Cold, so cold.
    My body and my heart shiver from the cold.
    I would have never of imagined to feel so much!
    I miss you and i cannot tell you
    Worst of all i cannot tell myself.
    Why, why shouldnt i feel these emotions?
    Solitude makes me feel deaf pain.
    That not even things in my past can soothe.
    And whenever other feelings arise
    Like rage i cannot find peace
    And i ask myself why us
    Why THIS WAY, why NEVER again.
    "You made that choice alone!
    Nobody asked me anything"
    You told me this with tears in your eyes.
    Now if only i could convince myself
    That i was resonable
    If only i could silence the doubts that crowd my mind
    If only for one more time
    I could loose myself in the heaven of your eyes!