I'm not even me.

• Artist: Lyrca
• Description: I ran away for a month trying to run from all my problems, and I was thrown into a mental hospital for running away and then from there I was forced to go back home.
  Part of the reason I ran away was because I thought my bestfriend committed suicide. I wrote this because I can't be that strong person he needs.
• Date: 04/13/2009
• Tags: emopoem sadpoem runaway scared poem

You tell me I need help, because I do not get angry,
You tell me I need help, because sad is all I feel,
Well I've got all these scars that you'll never ever see,
Only those people who stripped me naked know me.

And I'm not real, even if I play the cards right they'll still never add up to mine,
I'm just a harmless little kid, I'll never cut the line,
I don't just not feel angry, I'm missing some emotions all together.

x+y doesn't equal z,
Less than three (<3) doesn't equal me,
And I'm sorry I really tried to be your savior,
But you saw right through me,
I'm a hollow cracked chocolate bunny,
Just rip me apart at the seam.

And I'm sorry I saw sorry way too much,
You told me that means I've got too much self pity dangling in all my thoughts,
Well I've got all these words that you'll never ever hear,
Only those strangers that listen can hear,
And I'm not even real, even if I try to love - my emotions will never cut the line.

I'm trapped behind bars, so just give me one more chance,
Give me a person to be, For you I can study all their lines and figure out how to act,
Stop telling me to just be me, You don't like this fake,
So give me somebody else to be,
Help me erase my pain.

Comments

[Psychologically_Possesive]

omg i would read it but it is way to long >.> im sure its great tho =3

[Fuxker Jaii Hxcore]

This is so good!
Good luck winning!
; )

[Lyrca]

Aww, thank you love. That means a lot.

[xx_NerdyPrinces_xx]

This poem is unbelievable!I wish I could write like this! But I think it's really sad too. I'm really sorry this is real. But at least know your a great poet!