• You drove me into the ever lost,
    Hammering the sharp, harsh words into my mind.
    I knew you only saw me as an ignorant child
    When the screams went unheard throughout the obscured night.
    Splattered color on the dining table,
    I pulled the sordid trigger,
    Looking at the pitied living beneath true meaning,
    Leaving with a condemned smile decorating my cold, dead lips.
    I love you, Daddy,
    I love you, Mommy.
    Bone fragments dissolving into the red dirt,
    An agitated wind whispers a scream to scold my sin,
    The sin deviated out of envy, and malice carved directly into my soul.
    Red rivers flowing from the disfigured heart,
    Weathered from the corruption of mankind.
    Your fist that adorned my crooked back,
    My shimmering knife that embellished my mangled wrist,
    The ambience that drowned me in my own agony.
    Goodbye, Daddy,
    Goodbye, Mommy.
    Closed off soul with distorted concept,
    God is no more than a delusive deceit.
    Human disgrace, condemned to mercy.
    Love is a foul yearning leading into a pool of hurt and misery, melting back slowly in the black shadows,
    The sweet black night is collapsing in on me,
    My tears reflecting the shattered dreams
    Taste salty and deceiving like the hushed secrets that were once so satisfying,
    Reflected like the morbid black ideal of living that I gave in to temptation...