Well, my mom went to court today and somethings were settled with my a*****e of a father. But he was so compliant and happy that I feel as though something is wrong. The energy wings that i have are just itching and they want to flare out. If they were physical wings I know I'd take the demon pair that Rya lent to me for a special occasion and then procede to lull my father into a false sense of security around me and then when he was close enough I'd let them out and then impale him on the spikes. stressed I really wish I could do at least that. It would make my life a complete purposeful success. *sigh* Anyway, it's official we'll have to move out as well. As soon as the house sales which could be from anything to 2 weeks to who knows how long. But I'll most likely have to move out of town. Most likely to Spanish Fork, Pleasant Grove, or Lehi. For those of you who know where those are, good for you. Anyway, that may mean that I won't have net for a while so I'll pretty much be completely cut off from my people. The Hiarchy, the Coven, and the First and Second Circles as well. It's going to be a big change but hopefully I can find some sort of job where I can make a lot of money at and then I can return to school and perhaps get an apartment with my Coven chixors or something. I really don't feel like being alone right now, but perhaps, being alone might be for the better. *Sigh* I knew it was going to happen but I didn't really know how I was going to deal with it. Well, I guess this will still be a continuing test of strength. I may not have the immediate help of those whom I may need it most but perhaps I have to get stronger. Maybe as strong as I am right now, I'm still not strong enough...I guess this is the beginning...
 Karidys · Thu Mar 31, 2005 @ 11:41pm · 4 Comments |
