I am willing to stop the world and time itself for a glimpse of what I desire.
I want so desperately to share my love with the goddess of ivory, the female pale as moonlight and equally as lovely. I want her to share in the joy I share with the rogue prince, I want it today more then I have before.
I want so many things yet most are unobtainable.
I am optimistic, I am calm, perhaps even patient, but there are only so many things I can do in a day…
Why do I only hear ‘goodnight ‘ from one that is so far away?
I wish I had a real family.
I am lonely.
I am full of myself.
I hunger for more in life then school.
I hunger for the sweet indulgence of hot passionate kisses in the hallways.
I hunger for a slice of perfection every now and then.
I want to be ******** under the light of the moon,
I want my moans to reach the stars; I want your eyes to be the only ones I see…
I want to touch my dreams and make them real
I want to feel kisses cascading down my neck.
I carry my heart on my sleeves.
I carry the weight of two lives on my shoulders.
I carry desire.
I carry lust in a heavy heart.
I carry my broken individuality.
I am a rambling fool, with a heart made of glass it would seem…
So much input for somebody that is ‘old’ in spirit…
They give me input as if I am three years old, give me suggestions about things I have already been through…
I wonder when they will stop trying to keep me…
When they will tell me ‘goodnight’ and leave me…
I want so very much to be alone and with my prince…
