Today!
Today was easter.
And this weekend!
It was awesome!
In fact, this whole week was greeeat!
I was at the ocean for the better part of the week, I got lots of cool stuff-aka, outlet store's rock!
I saw whales and seals-lots of seals-and the coast guard, I went up into a lighthouse, one of the oldest in the states, I loved it^^
I love the coast, I wish I could go back!
but you know...I finally got the feeling I was hoping I would get.
Lol, it sounds dirty, but I don't mean it like that.
I mean...there's this tight feeling in my chest, just under my throat.
And a day after I'd gotten to the ocean, when it was sunny, warm and gorgeous out (have you ever seen the ocean when it's 78 degrees and it's super sunny and the water is sparkling? it's amazing!)..
And...that tight feeling finally went away.
Like, I've felt it for so long and I knew, I knew that going back to the ocean would fix it, cos that's what the ocean is to me. It is where I feel the happiest, the most amazingest..wow, everything feels better there!
It came back today, but I expected that, lol. I mean, it's Washington. It's rainy, cloudy, dreary, and dark.
It's not my immortal home and holy place, and I know that^^
The ocean is, and that is where I know that...that if I go there, and I live there? I'll be happy. Everything, no matter how bad the entire world gets...it will be okay to me, because I'll have finally made it to where I belong.
Does that make sense?
jimenarocker Community Member 
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