As my facination with Trigun and love for Vash the Stampede grows, the better my artwork is getting. I'm so very proud of how far I've come in my art and how well things are going at this point.
Things are kinda getting hard with Michael... But it's not him, it's his mom. She gets crazier and meaner every single day.. But all it is doing is inspiring my art even more and making Michael and I love eachother even more. I don't know when the next time I get to see him is, but I can't wait. He calls me more often now and things are getting easier. I'm learning more trust skills and letting every ounce of anger or stress come out in my art. I can't afford more stress in my life. High School Drama, Michael's Mom... it's all too much. I need to get rid of one. So I'm guessing since Michael's mom isn't going anywhere, that leaves the High School Drama to get rid of. 3nodding
So when someone has some rumor to spread or some lie to ruin Michael and me, we ignor it. We just let it go. I admit, however, that it's hard to just drop some of the stuff that is said. sweatdrop Not hard for Michael, but hard for me. I guess I just fear loosing him. I'm afraid to get my heart broken again. I wish I could just forget all of it and be able to ignor high school drama better... stressed
But as long as I have my artwork I'm ok. I'm not giving that up and I know I have Michael's support all the way. heart That's honestly all I really need...
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