So yeah, this week has pretty much led me to the conclusion that I do not like putting up sexy pictures on myspace.
(well gee Sarah, why would you do that in the first place?)
-Because I like my pictures and I didn't think any boys would be checking them out in the first place cos I've got low self esteem when it comes to pictures and I didn't actually believe people would like them!!!!
(silly sarah! you should have known better^^)
-I KNOW!
(so wut's up then? why are you having a panic attack? btw, do you need oxygen?)
-maybe...no see, there's this one dude who I like cos he's nice, he's a friend in my opinion, aaaand until today, we were all cool but then noOooo, he wants to hang out now. Do you KNOW wut the number one thing you're not supposed to do thru the internet is???
(absolutely not^^ why don't you inform us, miss gettin-light-headed?^_^)
-DON'T HOOK UP OR MEET STRANGERS WHO THINK YOU'RE HOT!
(well you didn't have to yell. You could have just sai-)
-It's outside of my comfort zone! I don't wanna hang out with strange people from lakewood or whatever! yeah sure, I think he's hot and I did think he'd be cool to hang out with but nuh uh, not anymore! *specially when I'm lying about the whole getting a job thing...*
(aaaand...?)
-and because I'm phlegmatic! I'm an introvert and I'm really shy and over-compromising and godamn I hate health class for making me realize this!
(*gasps* shame shame, Sarah! you lied over the internet!)
-oh cry me a flipping river! at least I'm honest about everything but that! I wanna be cool and have a job! Is there something bad about wishing I actually DID work at starbucks?????
(well not really, but the matter of the fact is that-)
-that it was still bad to do, I know! anyway, so now I also got this dude who's realllly pushy, and you know, I resent being pushed!
(all right, whatever^^;; just continue on with a new subject and all..)
-and he was all like, "do you wanna call me or not? please answer back or I'll just delete you" so I don't answer back cos I felt bad...and he writes back sayin "fine well just call me when you're at a friends house or wutever, we're gonna work on yuo being my gurl" and I kinda screamed and my mom wanted to know what was wrong and I was like nothing^^;;;; but so I haven't answered back still cos he's all pushy mean sounding and I don't CARE if I'm being JUDGEMENTAL I DON'T KNOW HIM AND I PROLLY NEVER WILL!!!!
(wow, you seem a little stressed out.)
-Ya think?
*therapy session will continue tomorrow cos sarah's gettin light-headed and panicky and needs to call somebody and flip out*
♥
Dr. Lynn and patient Sarah-lynn
jimenarocker Community Member 
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