Brooke,
Why am I so emo?
You ask this alot.
I am this way because I hate being alone.
I am a stupid fool.
That's why.
Why do I feel like I am ugly?
Because everything about me is different than the girls that those stupid men like to ********.
Why care so much about getting a boyfriend?
Because I am a hopeless romantic, and I cannot live much longer without loving someone and them loving me back.
How do I seem happy at one point but not at another?
Because, I guess I am bi-polar.
Happy is one side of me, the side that doesn't care if I am alone or not.
The other side is the more dominant one, the hopless romantic / emo side.
What makes me think I do love you?
Well, the fact that I have told you alot of my secrets, and can be open with you...
It really helps.
And plus, you're awesome.
And you also understand what I am going through here.
Why do I have to be so focused on finding love?
Because I hate being alone, and I hate standing by while everyone else gets asked out instead of me. I hate being the one that gets bet on. HATE IT!!!!
Sincerely,
Ashley
Battery Charged Sex Community Member 
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