Well, I have no one to talk to, and I need to say this. So I guess this is my resort. However pitiful it may be.
About 8 years ago I moved to a new town. Scared, worried that I wouldn't ever fit in, I panicked. But the first day of school, in second grade, I met a boy that would turn out to be someone that I would never forget.
When I first saw him, I knew that I liked him. He was, and still is, one of the funniest, kindest, and most wonderful people I have ever known. I still marvel at how cruel some people can be. But when I look back, and remember everything hes done, how kind he has been, its a sort of redeemer for the human race. It aids me to remember that there are some people who give a s**t out there.
8 years since I met him. 7 years of a crush. Going on 1 year of love.
I know we'll never be together. We're polar opposites. Its never gonna happen.
But I don't care. It hurts so much, its breaking my heart.
I will live through it.
I love you Chase, nothing will ever change that. And I hope someday I can say all of this to you.
I doubt it'll ever happen.
 Thizzle Jones · Fri Feb 02, 2007 @ 12:55am · 0 Comments |
