2006 sure was fun Wasn't it? During that year I learned a lot. Like not to mess around with the minds of people you love. And don't be mean to them, even if it seems like a logical thing at the time. Let people know who you are, don't act like someone you're not to make them like you. When you hurt yourself, you hurt the people you love. Depression isn't just being sad. People change. Just because you want to love yourself doesn't mean you can. The world is full of back stabbers, and you can't always trust who you trust. Trust doesn't disappear very easily. It doesn't come easily, either. There are few people in the world we can completley depend on to watch over us. We are lucky to have any at all.
I am more blessed in this lie than I act. I do not deserve half of what I have, yet I am happy I have it. Love is unbreakable.... Friendship, true love, that is. Even if I am all alone forever in this life, I am surrounded by those who care. Care for who I am. Care for what I'm not.
You never know you have true friendship until someone will cry when you cry, laugh when you laugh, and offer you one of the IPod earphones. =]
Some people get angry to show they love you, others will get sad, others will stay away, others will try to come near. We don't know how to handle that. But the truth is, neither do they.
When you believe in what you have, miracles can happen.
When you grieve, you understand. When you've been grieving all your life for things you shouldn't, and something REAL happens, you kind of realize everything. And nothing at the same time.
Two thousand six. Maybe you were like me. Maybe you didn't understand who you were supposed to be. Maybe you didn't know who really loved you for you. Maybe you thought you'd never lift yourself up again.
Two thousand seven. It's time to put that behind you. And become everything you know you can be. And to put who you were behind you, even if no one else can.
It's time to make dreams come true.
Audra Connolly · Mon Jan 01, 2007 @ 05:59pm · 2 Comments |